Releasing my feelings

She’s spending the next few days with a new romanctic interest. I’m, ofcourse, very sad and jealous. I wish it were me.

I want to die. I literally want to stop breathing. My heart stop beating. My blood stop flowing.

I’m the worst :(

So tired. So confused. So sad.

probably gonna kill myself soon. i really want to. i can’t keep living this way. 

I had this friend overseas who hasn’t been single for longer than 2 months since she was like 15, she’s been married once, and she’s only 23. She told me I’d find a guy in a matter of weeks of moving back home. 

It’s been a year and a half.

I will never fucking find anyone. I hate being lonely. 

Everyones going on about how great that new “Depression Part 2” post from Hyperbole and a half is. And it is great. 

But some people seem to think it will solve other peoples depression. This is not the case. Not for me at least. 

A piece of corn won’t make me see happiness again. 

I don’t want to wake up one more time.

I just can’t with these people

It’s scary realizing that I don’t wanna live. It makes me cry but its still what I want.